A quick look in the past

Well.. its been a while again, so much happened this past few months.. lets have a quick recap of what happened in my life.

First, last time I posted a blog I said I got promoted as a QA of our company and then a month after (April 30, 2007) the company closed they declared bankruptcy which I believe is a LIE! I'm handling there paypal account before they shutdown.

Second, I got into a complicated situation. Two girl who treat each other best friends became both my love interest and they both go at the same time which cause a tremendous headache.. pain in the ass I can say. Until now I'm still thinking of that girl, the girl with Morena complexion.

Third, I got a new job 2 weeks after my previous company shuts down, The company pays more than my previous job gave me, so far its doing well..

Fourth, I'm now single no life cause of this shitty Graveyard schedule.

Fifth, My Dad will possibly go to California this August.. if that happen I will surely miss my dad.
hopefully we'll follow him year after.

Sixth, I'm now into customizing hi-end computer, I think it's not new anymore since I'm into computer since I was 6 years old. And I'm spending all my money all my earnings for that state of the art computer! I love gaming it's my sport so no one can't blame me ok? It's either Car or PC ayt?

Seventh, What I'm doing the past 2 weeks? Wasting my time creating Granado Espada bot. Botting my character Cy(fighter), May(Scout) and Yette(Elementalist). but I removed Yette on my team because the elementalist 2nd stance bore me because of the slow walking speed but her damage is incomparable, I replaced her with my Dual pistol handler Angel(which is the Etienne Card), her Overdrive rockz! I'm botting them to death lol..

Well, that is not detailed.. what happened to my girlfriend at gamepal? hmm I don't know either hahaha..

Last word I can say for this post... The Angel still has my heart..

Getting used to it..

Now I'm getting the hang of it. Im learning and improving I think. I feel like I already redeemed my old self. The scar that my past life left to me had vanished and now Im happy. Although sometimes the situation is so fucked up I know that someday everything will be ok..

3 days ago while I was reading the bulletin board in the office for new job opening Sir Jae and Dale saw me, I asked them "what are this for?" and they replied "your now officially transferred to QA Department.." and I was shocked coz I just got promoted as Team Leader and now im in a new different level lol, anyway good things are happening now. to think of it my progress is so fast and I love it..

well about her and me.. its getting interesting and messy.. I love her and I learned from my past.. well let see where it will lead me lets ride the roller coaster haha.

Challenge and Changes

I felt bad today, Maybe its because it seems like she have less time for me or maybe its just me.. our situation is very complicated and I understand it.. but still I can't help to feel bad sometimes.. and I feel like there are changes thats happening now or maybe its only in my mind.. I finish early my job today, my work is until 11pm but I finished my work at 10:15 pm which rarely happen.. and all I did was stare at her.. but she did'nt noticed, shes very busy.. she's always like that when it comes to work, and I admire her more because of that.. but still sometimes it makes me feel bad.. which Im not supposed to feel. and it felt like there are big changes coming on my way..

While staring at my monitor acting like Im busy, which is actually Im just thinking of her.. Pao(Shift supervisor of GY shift) sat beside me and he said if I have a new appointed assistant for myself.. I asked him "why do I need an assistant?" and he said that "I should appoint an assistant as soon as possible" and I got confused, why do I need to do that? then he said "You don't know? you got promoted now and you will need a new assistant" I act like Im not surprised but the truth is Im very happy and surprised... 1 month is not yet passed and I got promoted again.

All at once!!

It's been awhile since I last checked this blog.. and I realized that lot of things happened in the past 4 months... Time pass so fast..

Im not able to post any thing that happened in the past 4 months.. and I feel like I missed a lot of things.. christmas, new year, and even valentines! well.. nothing important happened in those dates.. christmas and new year... well im with my family, valentines! hmm my original plan for that day was to go to singles party.. and I prepared myself 2 weeks before that event! but im not able to attend because my Off was changed from friday and saturday to wednesday and thursday.. the event is on friday that week when I got promoted as TL and my off was change... so I celebrated my valentines day with my computer lol..

and the girl I really like before in the company?? the CSR girl, the prettiest gal in our company and my ultimate crush is now my girlfriend!! and I really can't believe it.. even now lol.. before, thinking of it is like impossible.. and I usually say to myself "asa pa ako makausap sya" "asa pa ako magustuhan nya" "asa pa ako.. asa pa!" all the time! coz my self esteem, confidence was lost coz of my ex.. she made me feel like I have no importance.. small.. etc etc.. but now this girl.. is like a goddess who change me whenever im with her... she gives me courage and she motivates me to become more... and she's not a self centered bitch like most of the girl.. she's pretty, smart not to mention her status in life.. she is really something.. and I feel really lucky to have her... when Im with her.. I feel like im the luckiest man alive lol.. I never thought that I can love a girl again.. after what happened before... well things happened for a reason..

oh well enough of this.. time to sleep..