True or flaws?

Edited** December 18, 2006

better Omit this one hahaha I already know them.. anyway I transferred it to my Ancient Vault lol...

Transferred

Today natransfer ako sa CSR room its kinda funny kasi nandun yung girl na crush ko hehehhe pero quiet lang ako... medyo ok yung room and mas ok talaga dun kasi maganda ang view ko sa harap ng computer ko magagandang tanawin and Im sure di ako aantukin... well hopefully sana dun na ako and for the first time nalate ako kanina malas kasi sa MRT naiwan ako ng empty train hehehe... oh well time to sleep...

Day Off

ahhh Finally first day off of my working career lolz... na miss ko matulog waaaaa.. I just started my working career hectic agad schedule, Kanina umaga I thought malalate ako but thanks to the one above di ako nalate pag dating ko MRT empty train! swerte.. sana ganun lagi hehehe,

today Jinji txted me and he said he will sign na rin contract tomorrow.. good news hehehe di na sya mangungulit sa akin para kausapin si Mam Zen(Yung Pretty naming HR na ka-age lang din namin ^_^). kasi minsan Im aiming for my qouta nababalisa ako vibrate ng vibrate celfon sa pants ko flooder kahit sa txt, akala ko sa email, friendster and forums ka lang flooder pati rin pala sa txt ehehe.. pero somehow I feel bad sa previous company ni jinji mag x-mas party pa naman nagprapractice na nga sila ng boom tarat tarat(haha) tapos resign and change career pala.. sad.

Beeeeeesss!

Too busy, I dont even have time to sleep... now I need to go to bed.. zooOM! Zzzzz...

Marked..

Last night Gamepal called at my cellphone and they said that I will start my work on monday and that I need to report at this day 1:30 pm to sign the contract, so I went there. When I arrive, there are like 15 people outside waiting for their turn? or applying for job? I dont know all I know is that i'm there to sign the contract. after 15 minutes of waiting the HR called my name with other 3 guys and she guide us to the conference room and inform us about the contract and she gave us the contract to sign then she leave the room. Before signing as usual I read the contract and it seems ok but one thing catch my attention.. the job description.. we are labelled as Professional Gamer hahaha wow.. it sounds cool. well actually it is really cool. Now im a Pro Gamer lol.. well I remember what one staff there said "Gamers are paid more than what they are worth doing" sounds nice is'nt it..

I finished signing the contract and I went out of the conferrence room and I saw one familiar face.. and I asked him if he's here to sign the contract but he said no because he do have other business and he can't take the work because it's conflict with his schedule but he is trying to apply for programmer and network manager since it can fit his schedule, suddenly it flash to my mind that I also want that job.. maybe ill try to apply for that job too since its the same company and he said it pays higher than my position now... oh higher than what I can have now keeewl!

Greenhorn

Starting this day and first time in my life I become part of a company. Its not official coz im not working there yet but the HR said that she will call me next month because they are still renovating the workplace. Well I wonder what my life will be next month coz I never tried working in a company. well lets see where it will lead me.

The company...suits me..
I belong hehehe.

Is it enough?

I've been using Photoshop, Illustrator, Adobe Image ready, Macromedia Flash and dreamweaver for like 3 years but still im not confident if I can be a graphic artist. Dream ko maging graphic artist but I think that my skills is not enough. yesterday I applied for a graphic artist and they told me to show them atleast 1, 2 or more of my work.. but im not really confident but still I tried to make a design to be print for T-shirt and here is my design..

pls comment

Is it time for a change?

Last monday I decided to apply for a job, I went to ortigas with Jeffrey aka "jinjiruks" and pass resume to gamepal. We meet at the back of SM megamall building A and we talked about the company and I let him checked my resume if its ok.. unfortunately at the bottom of my resume putol yung sentence ko errr thats the consequence of relying on someone to print my resume.. he did not checked if its ok or not..

We walked around and try to find a computer shop to fix my resume and I remembered that kuya EJ is near there sa widescope and pwede ako dun mag ayos ng resume but I cant remember where exactly yung place nila im a noob in that place pag commute and we gave up finding it and besides im not sure kung nandun si kuya kasi minsan madaling araw na sila umuuwi and di ako kilala ng mga employee nila, meron kami nakita but its so expensive 50 pesos per hour and its a dial up.. grabe over price but luckily sabi ni "jinji" meron shop sa building nila(jinji already have a work in ortigas takas lang sya hehehe) and I went there alone kasi baka nga daw makita sya ng boss or ng co-worker nya..

After that we head straight to gamepal and we waited like 2 hours kasi wala pa yung girl na kumukuha ng resume and im really hungry and sleepy coz that time wala pa ako sleep and breakfast. then when the girl took our resume the guy incharge of the applicants said that we can go now and they will call us for skill test or exam.. well that time I lost hope and think that "asa nanaman matawagan" its always like that and I will wait for nothing (thats what always hapen for some applicants kaya naisip ko yun).. I arrived home at 11 am and im so sleepy so I went straight to my room and sleep without eating lunch..

At 4 pm my celfon rangs and its the girl from gamepal and shes asking me if I know about the job.. and I said "I know the job yes", then she said if I tried it and I said no, not yet and she replied that I need to know the job 100% and I dont know what to say hahaha, then she said that "anyway are you interested for the job offer?" and I said "yes I am". (in my mind kaya nga ako nag apply e) and thats when she said my schedule for exam in thursday..

oh well anyway goodluck sa akin.. hope it goes well.

Top 10 things about beautiful girls.. in my opinion

TOP 10 things about Beautiful girls... in my opinion
1. Most of them are not single.
2. Will never look for you cause they are always being hunted.
3. Always busy, too many dates to manage.
4. Have tons of secrets, I always feel that they hide something.
5. Hard to trust, just like what I said above(no.4).
6. Always center of attraction, that will make you look like a bodyguard.
7. Rare to find who are serious in relationship.
8. Easy to love and they go easy on you..
9. who are down to earth is hard to find.
10. at age of 20 9 out of 10 is torn to pieces (you know what i mean).

A long break..

Its been a while since I last updated this blog.. Last 3 days ago I borrowed Smallville DVD from my sister's boyfriend, Nikki, and thats what wasting my time this past 3 days, I spend most of my time watching how Clark Kent evolve from a boy to man then to superman. I feel like im involve in the series but sometimes some scene is like uhh... unnecessary? or rather annoying.. really annoying just like why clark kent can't tell Lana how he really feels about her.. ok there's a part that they become more than friends but still why can't he tell her about his abilities which I think will not hurt her and I think that she will understand it just like Pete.. Clark making things complicated which is supposed to be simpler.. well its a show and no one can blame the writer of that story..

Awhile ago before I update my blog, I saw my picture on friendster.. a picture taken by my ex-girlfriend, well I miss her and I thought that im over her but now it seems like its all coming back.. or maybe I really just miss her because my life today is much more... peaceful.. and happier hahahha (self defense mechanism) well whatever it is im glad that this is how my life works now... I can live without her ^_^

and I realized.. who cares!! no one will really bother to know whats happening in my life... hahaha no one will have interest reading this stupidity.. but it makes me feel good. its like leaving the realworld and for a second my mind is free ^_^

Maybe next time I will try to post more useful info than myself ^_^..

Mysterious Song

While im talking to a "girl" friend she mentioned the Gloomy Sunday song, I never heard of it and she said its a cursed song and I became interested. A cursed Song for real? yun ang naisip ko. But I dont know the effect of the song kaya before you proceed dapat sigurado ka na nagtataglay ka ng malakas na pag iisip at kaya mo absorb kung ano man ang nakasulat sa lyrics ng kantang to..


Im above 18 years old at nasa katinuan akong pagiisp kayang kaya ko absorb kung ano man ang mababasa ko o kahit pakingan ko ang kantang to ay walang mangyayari sa akin wala akong gaanong problema sa buhay at di ako sawi sa pag-ibig. Walang pananagutan ang nagsulat nito sa kung ano man ang mangyari sa akin o kung ano man ang naging epekto nito sa aking pamumuhay.


Hindi ako sumasang ayon, nabasted ako o iniwan ako ng boyfriend ko at malaki ang problema ko sa buhay di ko kaya absorb yan ito na lang ang titignan ko para maaliw ako...

Oo sumasang ayon ako at di ako sawi sa pagibig at wala akong problema sa buhay kayang kaya ko absorb yan...

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Coincidence?

The whole day im with the girl I love. I woke up 6 am to pick her up in Cubao but I came there at 10 am coz hirap sumakay hahaha dami tao sa kalsada parang fiesta! funny thing is yung girl na may gusto sa akin pumunta sa place namin, ewan ko dun ang lakas ng loob I already told her that im with "her" pero pumunta pa rin! tama ba yun! I talked to her and she said so many things na unbelievable.. parang ako interviewer and sya nag aaply ng work she keep on describing herself and how she love a person, how she treat her special someone and so many things until umabot sa adult story errr... im just listening to her and im not that kind of guy na papatol na lang coz im heart broken. before she went home she want to kiss me! but di pwede conservative ako e hahahaha!

Where does the broken piece go?

Its really hard to accept what the truth can bring you, have you ever felt that all the answer to your question simultaneously revealed and you cant handle it that your head will spin and you will just fall down and start to cry? I did and I can't comprehend whats happening now into my life. I lose the girl I love and I dont know what I will do cause she's everything for me, I know that the pain will last for weeks or months but Im not really sure if it will really just fade away like that. The feeling that she like other guy that she do things for him to be with him makes it harder for me, how I wish that there's a medicine that can make me forget everything I've been through the past 2 years. I really love this girl and I will do everything to win her back but now I don't have strenght to do it. Everything I know about her starts to crumble and replaced by other image, the other self of her. The question, the lies and the answers even the things I dont know in the past become clear to me. The people, the person there's always a relevance and the things that came into my mind that I refuse to believe is true. The jealousy, the pain and the uneasy feeling in past is what I really should feel when I feel that cause it is something she do that she dont want me to know. All the love, loyalty was nothing and it will not even help me solve things now that make me think I just wasted my time and effort but it is not. She made me happy, inspire me and make me do things I thought I can never do, she's the one who gave me strenght and continue to dream. But, now she's gone. How can I continue? I will start picking the pieces that she broke but how about the other piece? I believe its with her with her new guy? then how can I redeem myself?

Changes

If we try to remember what we are before, the days when you were a high school student the time you first felt you like someone and the awkward things you do for him or her to notice you. Now try to think of the present you, a lot of things had change right? now you wish you were the same as your oldself before but there are also lot of things you want to forget. Your a jolly guy before but now you rarely smile, You dont care if a girl gets near you but now if you see big boobs your eye swell and feel horny. The things we been through, things we experience everyday mold us to become other person they forcefully change us and by the time you notice it its too late to turn back and sometimes we fail to recognize it that its already taking place. Now think what you can do to make yourself feel better and accept the changes in your life good or bad.