Truth and the act

Dragging ones name... this is the word I can't forget. It's been a while I have not spoken one name and yet being accused of dragging it. For quite a while I have not mentioned anything about the past and yet I was accused of it. I want to have a quiet life as much as they do. Though sadness strikes me once in a while and I say it in all honesty to the only one person involve. I only want everything back to normal.

All I need is a word. To keep me forward or to pull me back to where I belong. That's what drives me. Every action made have a consequence. And today, I was pushed quite too far and I don't know if I can still go back. Deep in me, I know I still can. All it takes is the word to pull me up and everything will be dropped and mask will be removed. If this wind still needs me, the fire will keep on burning.

Split second vision

I've never been so sure. I know what I want and yet...I'm confused if all of this are meant to happen. After picking up pieces of myself, I'm so sure that I can do it. I can see myself standing and looking at two path dark and blurry and the other is clear as daylight. I walked the clear path but now it keeps on pushing me on the blurry one. I don't have the strength to push myself anymore but in my mind I know I want to keep on walking with the daylight. I will continue this, forever hunted by the vision that I have created years ago and the time I spent up to now to chase this dream.

Guiding light... please show my path, to be on the right journey. I know I've been the trouble and I need to be with my strife. It will never feel the same because it doesn't fits right. Please listen to me... Absorb me to enlighten my mind.