After all bitter taste

I was thinking... after all the things that I've went through, I realized that I'm still lucky and blessed. I can even put them in chapters but no. :P.

I am still struggling to have a perfect life, but I know that I'm not even close to it but having the best person at your side was the best thing I have and that will keep me going and it made me feel that I'm ready for everything. I just can't wipe that silly smile I have right now. I'm just being happy.

Reality Fantasy

I bought PlayStation 3 last December with my loving girlfriend and played several games like Silent Hill Homecoming, Ninja Gaiden Sigma, Fallout 3 and Metal Gear Solid 4 the best game I played ever on any console game, full of emotion if your an MGS fan since PS1. Gaming is in my blood and I think It cannot be removed in my system anymore. I remember the time when me and my friends wonder why the graphics while playing and cut scenes has different graphics quality and I remember how we wish that gameplay and cut scenes has the same graphics. I can also remember people saying that gaming is a childs play and gaming is for kids, but now gaming has changed (MGS4 Line lol). I was even obliged to buy an HD TV just to get the best of it. Ever since I bought the unit, I was constantly amazed with its capabilities like power, gameplay and new games that will be here soon like KillZone 2, God of War 3, White Knight Chronicles and the most awaited 3 part RPG Final Fantasy 13, Final Fantasy 13 Versus and Final Fantasy 13 Agito. The plot of the game exist on the same universe with different story, characters and I think location too and they do not affect each other. I'm not a PS fan guy but this is just amazing, just look at the graphics and gameplay. It looks like your watching FF7 Advent Children but your controlling the characters and outcome of the battle. Check the clip below for the FF gameplay and MGS 4 Act 1 intro.