Solace

Who would have thought that I'm back here again... after all, this is where I can put all what I had in mind. Whenever I breath heavily due to the pain that i'm feeling, the burden of preventing myself from doing anything stupid again.. The pain of not reaching out when my body trying involuntarily to reach you... It feels that, I've just lost my purpose to continue. My purpose to strive, to be something else. I've lost the meaning of being happy...